Complaining

[revena]

A few things which are sucky right now:

1. I fell on my hard concrete floor at home, yesterday, and banged up my poor left knee. It is hella purple. Hella, hella. And hurts. When I walk.

2. I am at work, but not really filing. Because I got all the filing done. The only thing worse than filing is wondering what disgusting and odious task the office manager is going to give me to do, instead. Once, I cleaned out the cabinet under the sink in the kitchen. Another time, I organized the toolbox. Gross.

3. I don't know where Martelle is. Her car was here when I came in to work, but she is not answering my messenger messages. I don't know if she's going to go to WeightWatchers with me tonight, of if I have to go all alone.

4. I'm afraid I have gained weight again. Logically, this makes no sense. I have been good. I eat lots of vegetables, and not very much junk. I have been getting a little exercise. But I am just so sick of -not being at goal yet-. It seems like I will never, ever, ever lose those last two pounds.

Bleeargh. Also, Blechhhh.

Well, typing ridiculous noises makes me feel ever-so-slightly better. Perhaps I should think of some

Things which don't suck right now:

1. I am wearing a very cool, put-together outfit. I may not be, y'know, qualified for the Real World of Business, Etc., in terms of education or experience, but I so totally have the outfit nailed.

2. I actually did clear the file-box at work, which means that it's not hanging over my head in an ominous and vaguely sword-like manner. That's good.

3. It's Wednesday. D&D tonight! Setting random stuff alight with Haldis!

4. It's Wednesday. I can eat whatever I want for dinner tonight!

Well, I do feel a bit better.

Back to work. Doing... something. Gee, I wonder how behind all the machines are on critical updates? I could do that...

Comments

[lesbiem.livejournal.com]

Dude, it's gonna be a while before I reach my goal weight...two pounds isn't anything!!!!
You should get a wooden leg.

[revena.livejournal.com]

Yeah, two pounds is no sweat, really. It's just that it's -two pounds to go- after over a year and a half of being in the program, and over thirty pounds lost. I lost the first thirty pretty quickly, really, within the first year, and I've been trying to lost the -last goddamn two pounds- for something like eight months now. Grrrr.

I don't think the knee is far gone enough to require amputation. We'll see.

When are you gonna come pick up your scarf?

[lesbiem.livejournal.com]

I dunno, when do you have free? Weekend perhaps?

[(Anonymous)]

What with margins of error on scales and ideal weight indexes, I'd say you've already reached that goal! Some of those things are off by 4%--that's like 4 or 5 pounds, right? (well, I'm guessing how much you weigh, but...) So from a biostatistical perspective, congratulations-you made it!